pale blue dot

hai dere peeps

do you ever got lost in that one song thats so real and your just drowning in truth, thats such cool feeling... i just wanted to say that

i went trough a pretty rough patch the last week but im getting better so whatever

I've been thinking about the pale blue dot a lot lately and its impossible to take in that almost every important event in human history happened there, accomplishments one couldn't even fathom, and it all happened on this pale blue dot, all war hate and fear. i dream that one day we'll leave that all behind as we stretch into the cosmos one would look out the window and see the planet that has been the battleground thousands of wars, a planet plagued with hate and violence, it looks insignificant and it looks that way because it is, we don't have the brain capacity to understand how small we are. and yet i'm a big deal this is a big problem, he's a big jerk . end the hate, blue is one of the most peacefull colors that can affect our brain. so go blue dot

“Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.” -Carl Segan

very negative post

WARNING

 this one isn't happy, you've been warned

Life is meh right now someone i care about is going trough some trouble witch sucks and my parents are being assholes (unprofessional but whatever).

Home life is awful my family is just not supportive. If it wasn't for my friends and loved ones then id probably be spiraling downwards instead of trying to spiral upwards but be held back.

No interesting fact today, i don't really feel like it

straight ballin in this mutha fudge puppet

Bangkok

its kinda funny... on to more appropriate things this weekend was slow and boring.

 i don't have anything to say about real life so ill talk about the best way to cope with being somewhere you don't want to be. I found this to be so cool but just act like your seeing this for the first time try to really get in to the idea that you have no idea what any of this stuff is how it works and how it ended up this way.

P.S. i think i discovered illuminati

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha why did you read this whole title XD

i had no time to myself this weekend...

like seriously probably only 7 hours to myself these last 3 days

but anyway i had a sleepover, then i had another one  so i didn't get to sleep in this whole weekend and tomorrows school but at least you'll be there ;)

P.S. having a one on one goose death match is on my bucket list

sorry for the short post this week it was kinda a blur...

how was my break?

i think i got a new record for most days not wearing a shirt...

 and i did practically nothing, other than walk on a pond that i really shouldn't be walking across and messed up my knee when i did the most pathetic sledding run ever.

i found the greatest thing ever too!

P.S.
Its not perfect its better,
It its inside and outside are different colors,
And i don't know what i'd do without it.











P.P.S (its peeps)

i have nothing to say...

i bought some clothes and some cool personal stuff happened other than that nothing...

i had this awesome dream where i made it to a party just in time for some spider cider.

this is random but if you don't feel human just think about that childhood walk you always took and the emotions that came with it.

this is jesse on star date 36042069 signing off

day 2 of the apocalypse

its all good in the hood today!

i met a cool white person named maya he is chubby and a little slow his favorite food is white bread with mayo and cauliflower he likes miscellaneous things he also doesn't read books bout i respect that. he is also very predictable

i flew a virtual fighter jet simulator it was hard